It's been sometime since I actually blogged. So much has happened in my life that I don't even know where to start.

It's really devastating when your loved one/s leaves you to make their way up above. I truly never knew how it felt cos this is the first time someone close to me has passed away. Being very close to my father, this period has really been very painful one. I would never forget sitting beside him when his soul had already left his body. The sharp pain in my heart, I will never forget.

Till today, memories come to my mind. Those days I took him for granted. Those little sacrifices he will make for me just to make me smile. The times he will refuse to eat dinner, till I come back home and join him, just to give my company. The words of advice he had given me. Those times he will come to wake me up when I am sleeping just to say he missed me cos he hasn't seen me the whole of that day. The way he will give me flying kisses and a salute before he left to work. The way he continued to give me flying kisses when I made my way back home whenever I came to visit him at the hospital. The way he collapsed on the floor the day we rushed him to the hospital. The many times he repeatedly told me how much he loved me when he was on this death bed. I still hear his voice echoing in my ears.

It might have been 18 days since it all happened. But it seems like just yesterday. I have just become a very emotional person.

Thanks to all those people who have been with me during this phase. No words can express my gratitude.