My days seem pretty bleak now.. Probably cos of the constant routine I go through EVERYDAY. I'm getting very lazy but my working hours make it so difficult for me to get back to jog on my treadmill. By the time I get back home, it's just nice for me to idle away at my laptop for a while before I drift to slumberlanddd.

I have so many things in my 'TO DO' list which I am nowhere near achieving. I keep procrastinating about my driver's license and it's been a year and 1 month and I've done nothing after clearing my BTT.

The boyfriend has been busy with his own stuff that he has hardly time to entertain my rubbish.

For a few years, I had suffered in silence by putting up with an awful creature which had been lurking around in my life with the identity of a friend. I never liked her personally, but we maintained some sorta regular contact since she was in good terms with my sister. She has betrayed everyone close to her in all means and way possible, but we still endured it as we had a soft-spot for her in our hearts due to her depressing past. But it has now come to a point where she's stepped on my toes just too many times, that I have decided to toss her out of my life, far far away. So far I'll never EVER get to see her again. It just hurts when I think about all the good I've done for this dimwit, which she only repayed by immoral deeds.

I'm happy in a sense, that I've finally made a decision for myself. I had enough of giving in just to please the world.

Moving on to a positive note, I'm really pleased that my sister has eventually found her man. Someone who she can finally call her own, someone who would look after her like a little princess and give her all the love, care and concern she ever wanted. Although my sister might be older then me in age, I would proudly proclaim that I am more protective over her and would go the extra mile just to put a smile on her face. I'd slaughter anyone who even had a thought of ruining any happiness in her life. Over the years, we've just seen so much of hurt and those trials have also made our bonds stronger.

Mmm.. Ragu says he has a surprise for me this week. I wonder what that is.